We tend to shrink from our creative power. I can be in the middle of a great writing binge, where I'm really in flow, and start thinking, "I need a cup of tea." It's all I can do to resist it, unless I am aware of what's happening. So I do these little negotiations with myself, kind of like what happens when I run and my body wants to stop. "Okay, if I can make it to that next turn, I'll rest." Then I get to the turn and do it again. "Okay, if I can make it to that tree..." etc., until I've forgotten about stopping and get to the end of the run.
It seems so easy on a run.
Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts
Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts
Friday, July 15, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Getting Back in Flow
I have started this blog for several reasons. First, I think it will be helpful to discuss relevant things on my mind, like weird dreams, movies I'm repeat watching (like Anchorman), the crazies in my building, etc, as these things and more feed my hungry muse. I have diverse interests outside of theatre and playwriting, such as marketing, hiking, spirituality, reading runes, science fiction, eating sushi, dealing with over-entitled LA people, etc., so there are plenty of tangents for me to go on to keep it interesting.
Another reason has to do with establishing some routine. I have been unemployed since mid-January, and not having the normal work routine has been both freeing and annoying. "But you have so much time to write now!" Ah, there's the rub. Yes, there's a lot of downtime to fill, along with job hunting anxiety, so that whenever you sit down to write, there's a guilt thing that happens - in my case I guess it's a Calvinist guilt as opposed to Jewish or Catholic. Despite the fact that my work was not directly related to writing (I was a Marketing Coordinator for Disney Online), it satisfied something in my brain, forced me to organize my time, and gave me structure. Also they had great swag (which has nothing to do with routine, but just thought I'd mention it.)
I recently did a four week musical theatre workshop with Mark Saltzman, a playwright, screenwriter and Emmy award winning composer for Sesame Street. While it met only once a week, it was very intense, because I wrote, or met with my composer Sean Galuszka, or worked on storyboarding just about every day. When the workshop ended, I was armed with some new tools and a good structural foundation for my story and ready to go to work lubing my libretto (not the best metaphor I now see). But a week after it ended I lost momentum and went into a post-partum depression thing, kind of like what happens when your show closes - no more studying lines, no more applause, and sadly no more cast parties. That workshop was another routine that I had and then lost. Now it's up to me to create healthy routines and stay focused on doing what playwrights do - seeing, submitting, marketing and of course writing plays. And watching 30 Rock during writing breaks.
This is my equivalent of online "morning pages" as Julia Cameron calls them, to get the brain going, and see where it takes me. I'm trying to find my "Artist's Way" as it were instead of going by Tolkien's adage, "Not all who wander are lost." For this first post I'm already learning not over edit myself, because the point is to publish posts and be productive, and make these pages of the morning as opposed to the late afternoon. Hopefully they will inspire you, help you get past any blocks, and offer you some useful tips I've picked up over the years, (along with the bad habits that really work for me).
Stay classy playwrights, and thanks for stopping by!
Patricia
Another reason has to do with establishing some routine. I have been unemployed since mid-January, and not having the normal work routine has been both freeing and annoying. "But you have so much time to write now!" Ah, there's the rub. Yes, there's a lot of downtime to fill, along with job hunting anxiety, so that whenever you sit down to write, there's a guilt thing that happens - in my case I guess it's a Calvinist guilt as opposed to Jewish or Catholic. Despite the fact that my work was not directly related to writing (I was a Marketing Coordinator for Disney Online), it satisfied something in my brain, forced me to organize my time, and gave me structure. Also they had great swag (which has nothing to do with routine, but just thought I'd mention it.)
I recently did a four week musical theatre workshop with Mark Saltzman, a playwright, screenwriter and Emmy award winning composer for Sesame Street. While it met only once a week, it was very intense, because I wrote, or met with my composer Sean Galuszka, or worked on storyboarding just about every day. When the workshop ended, I was armed with some new tools and a good structural foundation for my story and ready to go to work lubing my libretto (not the best metaphor I now see). But a week after it ended I lost momentum and went into a post-partum depression thing, kind of like what happens when your show closes - no more studying lines, no more applause, and sadly no more cast parties. That workshop was another routine that I had and then lost. Now it's up to me to create healthy routines and stay focused on doing what playwrights do - seeing, submitting, marketing and of course writing plays. And watching 30 Rock during writing breaks.
This is my equivalent of online "morning pages" as Julia Cameron calls them, to get the brain going, and see where it takes me. I'm trying to find my "Artist's Way" as it were instead of going by Tolkien's adage, "Not all who wander are lost." For this first post I'm already learning not over edit myself, because the point is to publish posts and be productive, and make these pages of the morning as opposed to the late afternoon. Hopefully they will inspire you, help you get past any blocks, and offer you some useful tips I've picked up over the years, (along with the bad habits that really work for me).
Stay classy playwrights, and thanks for stopping by!
Patricia
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